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2010-11-17T08:43:00.000-08:00

Hey guys. Sorry for not updating this blog for a long time. Been a bit busy with my O Level exam. All been done and I'll be waiting for my results with much anticipation. A lot of things had been happening since i last update here. LOL.

12th of November;

Had an outing with the UNFABTEENS. Met up at Boots and shoes and straight to Woodlands Waterfront. Thought of having all 7 of us together, but only 5 of us managed to come. Talked with them about their lives and our lives after our N level graduation. It's the first time ever that we could spent time together like this. Took loads of pictures while we're at the waterfront. Here's the link;

http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=262286&id=648553127

16th of November;

Went to Seremban today. And here I am now, in the hotel at Tampin; Kuala Pilah. Visiting the kampong of Cik Rozie. Ate kampong food and everything. Guess what? Kampong food is damn nice! Haha. I don't think we could find anything as original and tasty as kampong food in Singapore. LOL.

17th of November;

Woke up early in the morning and travel back to Cik Rozie's kampong. Ate breakfast, the we went to see a sheep for Korban. Then, we went to the nearby mosque and get to see firsthanded; the slaughter of the cow. It's an experience as I had never seen any slaughterings or korban before. Not that it's the first hand, but always, I will be too far away from the slaughter place to actually see how it is done. Then, went back to Cik Rozie's house to see two sheeps to korban. I really lose my appetite after the korban, but I regained back my appetite after a short while. I'm too tempted to eat the food. LOL. Anyways, we're going to Genting Highlands tmr (18th). Gonna have fun. Btw, Nas! I still remember to buy for you souvenirs. XD. Here's the link to the photos;

http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=254050&id=607255757

2010-10-24T04:16:00.000-07:00

It's been more than two months since I last logged in here and post something. Had been busy with School; Tchoukball; and studying for the upcoming 'O' Level exams. The first written paper is tomorrow; ENGLISH! Both papers on the same day. First paper starts at 1.30 pm and the second paper at 4 pm. Then tomorrow is the Maths paper 1 which starts at 2.30 pm. The following day is the Maths paper 2 which also starts at 2.30 pm. The last paper finishes up on 12 November. (:(:(:

1 October 2010;

It's Children's Day today. And that means that we're gonna have lunch at Seoul Garden with those peeps. ! (:

Those peeps that I'm talking about: Sarjeev; Wanee; Slylvester; Rasyiqah; Rachel; Chen Fei; Qurainnissha; and last but not least Shahid. Met at around 1 in the afternoon at Yishun MRT station. Unfortunately, the place is full. But then, the restaurant manager had us book the seats for us and will call us if there are seats available. Waiting time wasn't really that long though; went down to buy some ice cream and ate it outside the shopping mall while the boys went smoking. The manager called not long after that though. Took pictures and stuffs. I'll let the pictures do the talking. Here's the link:

http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=241129&id=607255757

14 October 2010;

The last day of school. Had our graduation ceremony today. Saddening, but what can we do to stop it? :(

Took lots of photos and here's the link.

http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=247008&id=607255757

PS; i'm lazy to explain everything that happens today!.

17 October 2010.

Had our Class Barbecue today. Not as much fun as the one we had in June; but it is still okay i guess. Here's the link to the pictures.

http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=247012&id=607255757

♥ Missing you.

2010-08-28T23:55:00.000-07:00

It's been a while since I logged in here. A lot of things happened these past few weeks. One of the things is Tchoukball. Didn't get to the next round. But that's okay though. It's a really an experience for us. It was also an exposure to this sport.

I went for a FH Course. What's that, you may ask. It's Food Hygiene Course. It's considered important for each and everyone who is working in the F&B sector. Well, I went there with one of my manager, Jia Sing. Attended the training and had a theory test at the end of the training. Gonna have the practical test this 4 September at Marina Square.

Guess what? This week's I'm gonna have my prelims. I haven't even started yet on my revisions. GREAT. Sure thing, I'm gonna fail. But anyways, I'm gonna start as soon as I'm off this laptop. Gonna stay positive though. (:

2010-07-29T23:38:00.000-07:00

Hey. Im back again. It's been months since I post anything here. There's nothing much going on around me. Tonight! Going to Johor Bahru to buy things for the feast tomorrow. (: Got to meet all my cousins. yeah yeah. Currently hearing Up & Running by Jessica Jarrell. Nice song! Tomorrow's gonna be a busy day! Btw, in school today, we got a mock exam. English. The paper really sucks man. Paper 1 was the worst paper of the day. OMG. Next monday, having combined science and maths paper. Gotta study for it!. (:

2010-07-06T00:08:00.000-07:00

Hey guys! (:

Here I am again. Haha. Sorry for always MIA-ing. Real lazy to update my blog on a daily basis. Anyways, I went to RP today to watch a tchoukball event. The men's national team match with the youth U18 boys team. Good game between them. Anyways, here are the video that i record today.

2010-06-20T09:21:00.000-07:00

Updates on 13 June 2010.

The day has come. BBQ with friends and overnite with friends was great. FUN; as I would say it but not that great. Yup2. A bit boring at the night part before everything starts to stir up a bit. Went on night cycling with them from east coast to changi beach. A long 7 or 8 Kilometres of cycling which includes a 1.5 hour to and fro. 2 hours meh? or less than that. haha. But good exercise. burn all the fats that we eat for the bbq. We started moving at around 1.55 am and reach back at 4.30 am. During the trip back, I fall off my bike twice. yeah, TWICE. For the first fall; I fall after my hp dropped onto floor. then i stopped to take it. butthe weird thing is that, after I press on both brakes and landed my feet on the ground; my whole body fell to the grass and barely missed hitting my heas on a tree. At that point of time, my feelings were strange enough to tell me that something is missing. But I let go of it. For the second fall, my bike hit slammed a tree when i was turning a bend to the right. Weird huh? Im in control of my bike but still, i slammed to the tree. Luckily im with Aqmal. Despite the falls and uneasiness, we reached to our tents safely. Then me, Syiqah, Aqmal and slyvester went to 7-eleven and I went to mac for 2.50 meal. Haha. Perot tgh sakit; so i thought it is wise to isi perot. But didn't know that the pain is caused because of food poisoning not because of im hungry. Then tumpang Chen Fei naik basikal. Pity him. haha. Penat2 kayuh. Pantat sakit oi! Stopped at Mac for breakfast. I took off early and went home instead of going to physics class.

There's some pictures of the day. (: Enjoy!

You must accept that you might fail; then, if you do your best and still don’t win, at least you can be satisfied that you’ve tried. If you don’t accept failure as a possibility, you don’t set high goals, you don’t branch out, you don’t try – you don’t take the risk. - Rosalynn Carter

2010-06-20T08:49:00.000-07:00

Hey guys. sorry for always MIA! haha. wanted to update my posts but dun noe what to type even though there's so much things happening during the school holidays. hehs.

Seen the picture? Went out with Nas on Tuesday. Can't remember when but did remember the day. LOL! Eat Seoul Garden at Tampines Mall. The bill went over to 50 dollars plus plus. Lucky I got a $10 dollar voucher. Selamat sikit. Haha. Good day out with him. Buffet was delicious and jalan2 with him around. (:

It’s not the load that breaks you down, it’s the way you carry it.

2010-05-29T20:27:00.000-07:00

HEY! I'm back!! (:

Anyways, I wanna share good news to you guys. What is it? My Girls team got 2nd place for the Tchoukball competition. Yeah. Out of 8 girls team, we got second. COOL. Got medals and everything. Anyways, I don't want to talk much; i'll post the pics here so it will do all the talkings aites?

2010-05-24T17:49:00.000-07:00

Hello! Sorry for the always on and off update. Real lazy to update my blog these days. Anyways, today's TUESDAY! OMG. Tmr's my Tchoukball competition @ RP! From 9 am to 5 pm. Won't be able to go in lessons. Not even for the first period. Bus would be leaving at 8.15 sharp. Will we be able to outwin other schools? Dang. We're not that good. Still have weaknesses. Didn't go to school today. Down with flu and cough. Nas! I won;t be able to text you. My prepaid tinggal brape jek! Kena jimat2. LOL! (:

2010-05-18T04:19:00.000-07:00

Hey guys. I'm updating for today's event. Yeah. My eyes were sore from the crying in school. Bleah. You may ask why did I cry in school. The reason is I FAILED most of my subjects. Even for my Combined Humanities. I'm still not sure of passing my English. But I had only one relieve; it's a good thind I had dropped POA. If not, I bet i'll get a whip from my mum. But seriously, 11/50 for my Social studies and 17/50 for my History. What the hell was that? I've never gotten that kind of marks for my paper. Well, I do have failures in my exams but not this bad. You get it? This is damn bad. So damn bad. I really cried in front of my Social Studies teacher; Ms Azlinda. She pulled me aside and asked me to calm down. When I had calmed down a bit, she said; "You have the good and right kind of attitude and good formation of the structure. You just need to know the right interpretation and once you get the interpretation right; I'm sure you can do it. Don't give up even though you feel like doing it." I was speechless when she said that. But, I don't think I will be having my mum to see my report book. No way. I'll get nagged all day and all night long. I'm really worried. My grades kept falling. I don't know what's wrong with me. I can't seem to focus on my last year of High School. I sometimes feel that I had made the wrong choice of going into Sec 5. Can someone tell me I was wrong?

The best way to make your dreams come true is to wake up. - Paul Valery

2010-05-18T04:02:00.000-07:00

Update on Monday; 17 May 2010.

School was okay. But getting the results was BAD. Got the results for Science (Physics/Chemistry), Maths and my English Paper 2. I failed both my combined science and maths paper. Got 37/85 for my Physics paper. Then for Chemistry had 31/85. Maths; 76/180. Luckily i passed my English paper 2. Only just passed. 26/50. I'm NOT proud of it. I felt bad. I really don't know what to do. Now i'm really nervous about my English Paper 1. I don't know if i pass or fail. Damn it. That's the consequences for studying last-minute.

By failing to prepare, you are preparing to fail. - Benjamin Franklin

2010-05-18T03:45:00.000-07:00

Hey. Sorry I didn't update last week. So here's the update for that. (:

Updates on Last Week.

School for the week was full with examinations going on here and there. It was quite stressing for me as I only did a handful of last minute revision. Everything went smoothly and as time flies by, exams are finally over! I had a feeling that maybe I would pass my exams with my last minute revision. Over confident. Ha ha. One thing to bear in mind; either I pass or I fail, I had to strive to do my best for my upcoming O Level in October. I had to start bucking up from this moment. I can't just wait for a miracle to happen right? And so, I will be starting my revisions soon enough. Okay. Enough of that. Back to the updates of the week. Friday; last day of paper. Yes! Combined Science (Physics and Chemistry) Paper 1. Then had Tchoukball with them. It was okay. Most of the faces are like showing their own attitudes. Had to really play as the match was on Wednesday; 26 May 2010. Less than 2 weeks to go. That's quite fast I guess. At night straight to Johor with my aunt to sleep at her house. Only for one night as I had work the next day. Sunday is my day off. As usual; sitting at home doing nothing. Just watching TV or playing computer games. Boring huh? (:

2010-05-07T06:08:00.000-07:00

Heyhey. (: Here I am again. Nas! Sorry, I didn't update my blog when u asked me to! Been busy with my exams and the revision. Bleah. As usual, I will update for the week. (:

Monday; 3rd May 2010.

Monday blues. Yeah. Been a boring day. Didn't go out as no plans. Anyways it's school holiday today. Yeaps. Labour Day. Haha. Great. Sitting around doing nothing; maybe not nothing; surfing the net, checking my twitter and stuffs. I felt like revising my History that day but then, tak jadi. LOL.

Tuesday; 4th May 2010.

It's getting nearer to my exam date. Countdown of 3 more days to History and English Paper 2. Still haven't start on my History yet. Haha. I'm so LAZY. History's not my favourite subject; Social Studies is. Social Studies is easy for me meanwhile History is the opposite of easy. Two periods of POA today. Mdm Khoo didn't came today. Yeay! That means two free periods. There's no tchoukball today. :(

Wednesday; 5th May 2010.

2 more days to exams. Argh. Still haven't start revising. Stupid homeworks. There's so much of it. Damn. Can't finish it all by this week. But still, I have to try. Gonna start on my revision and homeworks. Can't sleep tonight...

Thursday; 6th May 2010.

1 more day. That's it. P.E was fun. Played some games; Volleyball and Basketball. Damn fun. Played Volleyball in a circle. It really hurts to play it. I've had a sore hands till now. Haha. Then had 3 on 3 basketball. Played with Wanee, Sarjeev, Syiqah, Chen Fei and Sylvester. Fun; fun; fun baby! Thought of not sleeping tonight but after reading history textbook on Theme 2; my eyes just couldn't stay open.Haha.

Friday; 7th May 2010.

This was it. The day that I wasn't waiting for. Did not fully prepared for it. Haha. English paper 2 was quite okay. Only one or two questions was tough. But I managed to pull it through and answered all the questions. Maybe not all. The vocab part. That was tough. Didn't know what to put to represent the words. The History paper. I did the SEQ questions first. Scared all that I remembered will just slipped away. Lol. Did on the Treaty of Versailles. Quite easy. Then to the SBQ questions. That part wasn't that easy. Comparison question; can't find the difference. Evidence was there but I just couldn't find the Inference. Damn. But after more than 5 minutes thinking about the Inference; I just do it anyhow. Haha. If I'm lucky, I will get it right. If not; goodbye to my marks. Lol. :)

It is better to be hated for who you are than to be loved for what you are not. - Andre Gide.

2010-05-05T05:59:00.000-07:00

Heyhey. Back again. Been busy these few days. Exams are around the corner and i really really can't slack much. On Friday, having English Paper 2 and History paper. Haven't even revised on my History. Need to start RIGHT NOW.! Tested on Impact World War 1; Cold War; and War in Europe. Maybe. (: Easy topics. Sure can score on History. Yeahyeah.

2010-05-02T19:08:00.000-07:00

Hey guys! Back again. This time I'll update for the weekend. Yeaps. (:

Saturday; 1st May 2010.

As usual, on saturdays, I'll be working. Got the shift of 2-10 pm. Anyways, reached my workplace, I got nagged from the chinese aunty. Nagged about working while school examinations are still on-going. Haha. What to do? Being a teenager of seventeen isn't easy. Back to the topic. Work was quite okay. Got into a small fight with christina over one burger left. Why? My customer ordered it first. It's not fair for them when they ordered it first and the other customer who ordered later did get the food. Hmph. That's why I hate working at McDonalds! Guess what? Jeeva got a big fight with Christina that same day after my fight with her. Problematic person, I would say. The manager was called and problem was solved. The day went pass easily without any more complications. (:

Sunday; 2nd May 2010.

Had an outing today. Going out with BiiShakillah. I asked Nasrullah to come along but he couldn't make it, so just both of us. Met her at Harbourfront MRT station and as always, both were late. Haha. Did thought of watching Robert Pattinson's movie, but it was unavailable on Golden Village. Bleah. I was waiting to watch that movie and it wasn't available. Nevermind. Went on food searching with her. After rounds of searching, we settled on a Japanese Restaurant, Ramen Ten. Both of us had ramen noodles and had Tuna Inari for Sushi. Nice! Then, took pictures together at vivocity. Guess what? I quote this to Shakillah, "I'm full yet, I felt like eating." LOL! Went to Yishun for some studying. Anyways, the library in Yishun is so packed with people. After less than thirty minutes of studying, we went to eat. AGAIN. But before that, we stopped at Popular bookstore to catch up with the author of True Singapore Ghost Stories (TSGS). It's an autograph sessions with fans. He was late though. Is Famous people always late for their own fan autograogh sessions? Haish. Eat at McDonalds, ordered two Large French Fries, a medium size Coke and a Chocolate Sundae Ice Cream. Ate the french fries with ice cream. Nice! Then, we went rounds of Northpoint. At last, we went home. It was a nice day out with her. BiiShakillah, Thanks for the wonderful day! We'll go out again aites??

For the pictures, you can go to this link:

http://www.facebook.com/?ref=home#!/album.php?aid=166838&id=622794961

2010-04-30T04:55:00.000-07:00

Hey guys. Sorry if I didn't update everyday. Busy with school, tchoukball and stuffs. Here's my update for the week.

Tuesday; 27 April 2010.

School wasn't that great. After school got tchoukball. Coach Wilson gave us our knee-guards. Pay sikit-sikit for it. LOL. $15 mahh. Expensive sia. Practice as per normal, the three-steps then shoot, passing, and the disappointment; no game! :( As always, every week there will be a compete between the guys and girls and the guys will always win. They are strong and we're weak. Haha. After practice, went back home with Nissha. BTW, texted BiiShakillah and asked o watch ROBERT PATTINSON movie on Sunday. It was set. (:

Wednesday; 28 April 2010.

Hmm. school was okay. Nothing much interesting. After school, had a debate with Nasrullah through the phone. Didn't expect that he would sulk after i said that he's not hot and ROB's HOT. Haha. Cool. It was a long debate. After that, wait, I can;t seem to remember what happened next. Did I go home with Nissha? Maybe. LOL. I'm seriously been forgetful these past few days. The stress and tension of the exams are here. Damn. Haven't even started revising on Social Studies Exam this Friday. Should start tonight though. (:

Thursday; 29 April.

School's a drag! Morning- morning had been running 2.4 km run during P.E. Hate it! Anyways, I beat the last two weeks time score. Time for this week; 15.29 seconds. Last two weeks; 15.40 seconds. Sheerah beat me twice already. Her time this week; 14.58 seconds! Hmph. Need to start on my running. Hees. texted Nasrullah since morning. Anyways, Mr Siva's history lesson was fun. He teached us the ways of answering SEQ for Social studies. Yeah. He taught Social Studies in History lesson. Damn. Social Studies lesson was always interrupted by holidays and exams. Missed Ms Azlinda's teaching. She's going for a course in the upcoming months and Ms Ain will take over her. BTW, Ms Ain teached Geography! Had last minute revision on Social Studies AGAIN. LOL.

Friday; 30 April 2010.

First paper of the day; English Paper 1. Second paper of the day; Social Studies. English wasn't that hard but seriously, my mind went blank after I look at the questions. I really really don't know the words to start. But somehow or rather, I managed to pull through my dumbness and finished the paper in time. Phew!. Had a break and was told to report at the exam venue at 10.35 am. Then came the second paper. All were nervous. Ms Azlinda was laughing when she saw our nervousness and asked us to calm down. Haha. How are we not nervous when she was the one teaching Social Studies. Did all of it but didn;t get to finish one question. No time leh. Time constraint. Bleah.

2010-04-25T01:44:00.000-07:00

Hey. Back again. I'm soo tired. *YAWN*. Yesterday work, reached home around midnight. Then, online for a while, played some games of tiki island on FB, the went to sleep at 1.30 am. woke up damn early at 8 am. Damn. Always didn't get enough sleep these few days. I need to get a really really good slep one day. Anyways, today was so boring. Stayed at home all along. Just watched the Wolfman wif my brother. The story wasn't really that great. I wanted to watch the movie How To Be starring ROBERT PATTINSON!! It will be out in cinemas on 29 April. I won't miss it. Maybe going out wif BiiShakilla on sunday to watch movie. Not confirm about it yet. Just planning. Got to go. Wanna grab some food to fedd my grumbling stomach. Buh-bye! (:

2010-04-23T18:27:00.000-07:00

Tchoukball yesterday was fun. The briefing includes the jersey of tchoukball, knee pads and also the competition that will be held at RP on 26th May. Won't be going for class on that day. The competition is from 9 am to 5 pm. A whole day of fun and sure enough, exhaustion at the end of the day. The best thing was, coach wilson said that during the competition, the coach of the National team will be spotting for players to play for the national team. Anyways, enough of that. Yesterday night, I went on searching on the net about tchoukball National teams. True enough they are searching for players to represent Singapore in the Asia Pasific Tchoukball Championship (APTC 2010) that will be held in Singapore. What more? I sent an email and I will be contacted soon. Can't wait for the person to call me. (:

2010-04-22T18:44:00.000-07:00

Sorry for not updating this blog regularly. I'm damn busy with school and work and homeworks and stuffs. A lot of things did happened but none of it was that interesting. I'm sleepy! I just wished I could go back to sleep but my eyes just wouldn't want to close. Didn't go to school as today is the MT paper 1 and paper 2. It's a good thing I have taken my O Level MT last year. Free of another subject for this year. LOL. I'm bored at home. Meeting up with my kakak angkat later at 1 plus plus then going for tchoukball around 4. Had loads of homeworks to be done. Currently hearing the song Pyramid by Charice featuring Iyaz. Nice song. Loved it. It's been a long time since I've met BiiSshakilla, Nasrullah and Amirul. Missed them loads. Thought of meeting them up someday. hmm. Amirul still didn't msg me till today. His excuse: Prepaid LOW.?!! Argh. Nevermind. I'll forget about him. Missing Abg Izar and Kak Marina also. It's been almost a year since I was active in Hyrulites. I think Kak Fiza all forget about me already. Haish. :(

When you feel like giving up, remember why you held on for so long in the first place - Anonymous

2010-04-16T20:07:00.000-07:00

Well. It's been two days since the last update from me. Not many things have happened then. anyways, here's the update for those misisng days. LOL.

15th April 2010:

School was okay. Only having ti bring one textbook and that is History and having p.e for the first two lessons. quite boring on that day but also quite good as I do not hav to bring more textbooks to school. After school, having the O Level study programme till 5.15 pm. Consulted with Mr zaf on maths. Guess what? He can still eat Mee Goreng in front of us. The smell of his food really makes us hungry. Then, without any warnings, the rain just came down pouring. It's really raining cats and dogs, you know? It goes on till the programme was finished and i had to get back home late just because of the rain. It's all because of Mr Zaf eating. LOL. Anyways, I just ran through the rain to the shelter outside the rain and got myself wet. I've been wandering why is it raining in the evening over the past few days. Many of the activities I've had in the evening always get screwed up. :[

16th April 2010:

Nothing much in school today. Went back home change to my sports wear. Having tchoukball at around 4 pm. Had lunch at home then straight going to tchoukball venue in Woodlands. Met with Shaheerah at mrt and walked together. We had training for our upcoming competition on May 26. Halfway through the training, the rain comes again. I guess it's a bad luck for us. LOL. Then had some training under the void deck beside Woodlands CC. Training finished at around 5.30 as I had to go to Riverside secondary to take the tranportation to Suntec Convention Centre for the bursary award ceremony. I was among the lucky 50 students to receive the bursary. What's more, only 10 pupils in Sembawang secondary got it. I was drenched when i reached Riverside secondary as it was raining damn heavy. The event finished at around nine but we got out at around 8.30 in the evening. Reached at Riverside secondary around 9 and was dismissed. (:

I’ve learned that no matter how good a friend is, they’re going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that.

2010-04-14T04:31:00.000-07:00

Hey. Wednesdays are always the most boring day of all. Why? In school, our timetables are set on double periods for each subject except for POA. Yeah. Almost fall asleep on Maths class. LOL! Got a English test on situational writing. Didn't think I would do well on that test. BTW, I failed my vectors test very badly. got 10 marks. During FT, the whole class got a cute little Teddy Bears given from RP, I think as a token of appreciation for us for doing the survey yesterday. Then, after school went back straight home with Nissha. Hmm. Watched the movie Freedom Writers, as recommended from Ms Rita, our English teacher. That movie really was a very good movie as it gives out an important message. Got a lot to learn from that movie. Very inspirational. Moreover, it was based on a true story. Nothing much to do now, i guess. Just surfing the net, then doing homeworks. Hmph. The same routine goes everyday without fail. Sometimes I think, when are we ever gonna change our routines to something more exciting and fun?

“Laugh as much as you breathe and love as long as you live.”

2010-04-13T04:40:00.000-07:00

Well, it's been a while since i'm on this blog. Missing as much stuff. (:

Currently hearing Alicia Keys - Try sleeping with a broken heart. I'm so addicted to that song.

Anyways, school had been damn stressing for me. It's really hard to cope with the subjects especially PHYSICS! Practical for physics was as hard as it could get. sketching the graph was the most hated question for me in Physics practical. It's a good thing that I only work on Saturdays and had my Sundays off. Could really use the time to catch up on my left-over works. LOL! School today wasn't that bad but also wasn't that great. Quite in the middle, somewhat or rather. Had free time on first three period; MT for the first and POA for the second and third. then had Physics, English and last but not least, Maths. After school, had Tchoukball practice in school. Fun, energetic but halfway through the second game, lightning struck and we had to stop the game. But nevermind, at least we had fun. Then, went to KFC with Nissha. Waited for her as she ate her food. BTW, didn't I mention that it was raining heavily? Damn, damn heavy. I guess it's my wrong then. Great day equals to great fun.

Our life's a stage, a comedy: either learn to play and take it lightly, or bear its troubles patiently - Palladas .

2010-03-26T07:29:00.000-07:00

Currently, i'm having some kind of dilemma.
My heart felt like its broken into pieces.
I don't know why.
I just felt like this since just now.
Tried to push away the feeling but couldnt.

Ain!
Sorry I forgot about your birthday.
Seriously, something about your attitude that I don't like.
And u need to change it.
U can't think only about yourself.
U must think about us.
We're very busy these past few months having after school classes and loads of homeworks.
We don't even have time to really spend our own time.
We also can't possibly text u or contact u.
We DID think about u!
And seriously, y didn't u reply my msg??
ARGH!

2010-03-23T02:48:00.000-07:00

updates for this week.

22nd March 2010.
School was as per normal. It's quite tiring as it was the first day of school for the 2nd term. anyway, first day of school was quite fun as the teachers were quite engaging except for Mother Tounge. we were hushed by the teacher and was told to sit somewhere where we could do our own works and not to enter the class as it might disturb the lesson. it's quite funny though, how could we distract the lesson by doing our own work? it's not at least we were making noise or something related to it. two periods of MT, i brainstormed with Shaheerah for my English essay. out of 5 options, i chose the last one about Promises. i've had a lot of ideas on that the day before but all of it was gone the minute i stared at my own blank sheet of foolscap paper. i tried searching for anything in common but couldn't. at last, i asked shaheerah for ideas. she wasn't quite that helpful at first, but when i asked her about what it's gonna be like, she gave me her thoughts on how to make it as a story. at last, i didn't get to finish the story. bleah! hmph. time went fast and soon enough, the bell goes and its time for assembly programme. had house meeting during the assembly. it was BORING! i was thinking why did they had the house meeting on the first day of school? i took part in the pushball activities, and it was held at the football field. as the relays are starting soon, the weather changed. it was really a good thing when the weather changed because we don't need to play for the relay and it was postponed till next week. lol. but still, we can't go home yet. we had to be in the cheerleading team for the day and guess what? it's not as lively as i thought it would be. the houses fought with each other on the cheers and at last our group lost to the green-falcon team. what a disappointment. after all has ended, i and nissha waited for syiqah as she got her netball training. then, went to eat at McDonalds. syiqah didn't eat with us and i do not know why. she was sleeping in the restaraunt. haha. such a cutie!

2010-03-08T00:37:00.000-08:00

hey guys. i'm so damn tired today. what's more with P.E in the first two periods of school. playing soccer was fun! it's quite interesting to see Timothy playing with us. it's also quite funny as most of the time Ngor was always falling down while trying to tackle the ball. the way that she falls, you should have seen it. my stomach hurts after laughing so hard. aniways, i had muscle aches here and there after the HRC on saturday. still, i tried my best to have fun and play soccer with my friends. aniways, here are some pictures on HRC.

2010-03-06T15:22:00.000-08:00

Hey guys. sorry for the long silence. can't really get on the net as my comp was spoilt. many things happened for the past few months. passed my 'N' Levels exam, now moving on with my sec 5 life. anyways, sec 5 is sooo TOUGH! get that? there's so much assignment! im so damn stressed. nothing was ever relaxing for me as getting a day off going to pulau ubin for High Rope Challenge (HRC) held at NPCC campsite. its damn fun. what being with the multiple storeys high flying fox, the trampoline pole, the duo log, and also the advanced rope challenge. that is something i could put my mind off studying. even though it's only for a day, still it is enough. sure enough, i will start to open my books after the short break! there's plenty to catch up for the 'O' Levels.

Outing [21.10.09]

2009-10-25T06:42:00.000-07:00

Shakillah & me.

Me & Shakillah.

Me & Shakillah again.

Hey. Sorry for the hilang-hilangs! Couldn't find the darned topics to write off in this blog. So, here I am cause I just am bored at home, i guess. BTW, I went out on wednesday with Izar and Shakillah to different Places in Singapore. LOL! so, i'll not drag the talking, i'll just let the pics do the talking. (:

2009-10-14T04:20:00.000-07:00

Hey lovelies. Today wasn't that great though. Went to job seeking at KFC as a service crew. I was informed that I had to work night shifts, from 4 to 11 each day. Got a form, filled up, and needed parent's letter for confirmation of parent's acknowledge in me working. Tough huh? But never mind, got everything settled. My mum knows about it and she's willing to write up the letter. GREAT. Everything's as smooth as it seems.

Nothing much on doing. Planned for tomorrow: more job seeking, McDonalds, Long John silver or even at Pizza Hut. Maybe. I hope i could get the jobs i wanted to. I want to work for long term, if possible. I know I had to struggle between my studies and even work, but I love to do both things at once. Quite happening and fun, you know. But now's a good time as school's closed. So I could focused on my work rather than both.

2009-10-12T18:48:00.000-07:00

Heyho. Woke up early, tried to sleep again, but can't. Am I having insomnia? I don't know. And since I can't sleep, here I am, in front of the computer, checking out all my accounts. Even updating my blog here. Sleep late yesterday night, watching television. The Mega Monday Movie: Torque was an interesting movie, only fun when watched as a whole family. [TRUE!]. Haha. Then around 10 night watched the show Fringe. Had quite a suspension series in it. Interesting of a mystery show, i guess.

Today's plan: NONE. How pathetic is that to have a no plan on a weekdays, where I'm having no school? Should regret, for not planning with all my schoolmates for an outing with them. Maybe I will be going out soon, not knowing where to. I'll think of a place to go with my elder brother. (:

2009-10-12T04:29:00.000-07:00

10.10.09
Received bad news from my elder brother. My faraway cousin had passed away around two in the afternoon. Told my mum about that after she had gone home, after work. Went to the late Abg Norman's house around 8 at night to visit. Cried a bit as he was the most dearest to me while he was alive. After this, I won't be receiving any more advise or even compliments from him. How sad and pathetic is that? It's not always that we get a compliment from people right?

11.10.09
Woke up around 7.30 to get dressed for the cemetorial ceremony. Ceremony started around 10 in the morning and finished half and hour later. After that, went to Jurong East to eat. Once in a while, gathered with a few of my relatives and makciks. Talked about organising a BBQ for the whole family. Believe it or not we talked for almost 2 hours. didn't realise the time, though, as we were into our own conversations. We moved on, picked up my cousin, Radiatu, from her guitar classes @ The Woodgrove, and went for a short drink before going Raya to my Makcik's house [for the second time]. Stayed damn long at her house, eating up Fried chickens. DELICIOUS aye!

12.10.09
Heyhey! Back again. 'N' Level examinations had just finished today. Last paper of the day: Principles of Accounts. Paper 1 was harder than Paper 2 as Mdm Khoo didn't teach us [or maybe can't find the time to teach us!]. anyways, it's time for us to PARTYYYY! Yeah. No more waking up in the morning to get dressed to school.

So. 'N' Level has gone, now i need to study on for my 'O' Level Malay exams that will be held on 10th of November. Aww. Attending Mdm Zaetun's class can be a miserable one. But luckily she said that we study on our own first. And with that, she will find her free time to conduct lessons for us.

So, She had been talking to me. JUST. But at least she talked right? It's considered as an okay sign after a week of silence from both of us. Can you believe that we both did ran away from each other and never even said hi to either one of us? Just believe what you can't. So, it's a good start for both of us.

Counting on to the days of my 5th month anniversary with him. 30th of May was the best day of my lives. Didn't expect that he likes me, too. Currently, serving NS as a Civil Defence. How lucky was it to have him. Sweet and tenderly caring for me. But seriously, we're drifting apart, day by day. Didn't know what pulled us apart. It's been almost two months since I met with him. Missed him dearly! Cried each night, remembering the times spent together.

Check this out: Thinking of You by Katy Perry (cover) with Lyrics.

2009-10-12T00:50:00.000-07:00

(V1)
Comparisons are easily done
Once you've had a taste of perfection
Like an apple hanging from a tree
I picked the ripest one
I still got the seed

(PRE)
You said move on
Where do I go
I guess second best
Is all I will know

(CHORUS)
Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes

(V2)
You're like an Indian summer
In the middle of winter
Like a hard candy
With a surprise center
How do I get better
Once I've had the best
You said there's
Tons of fish in the water
So the waters I will test

(PRE)
He kissed my lips
I taste your mouth
He pulled me in
I was disgusted with myself

(CHORUS)
Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into...

(BRIDGE)
You're the best
And yes I do regret
How I could let myself
Let you go
Now the lesson's learned
I touched it I was burned
Oh I think you should know

(CHORUS)
Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your...

Your eyes
Looking into your eyes
Looking into your eyes
Oh won't you walk through
And bust in the door and
Take me away
Oh no more mistakes
Cause in your eyes I'd like to stay

2009-10-08T19:22:00.000-07:00

Hey. I'm bored at home today. No plans, no phone calls from friends and even no fun things that I could do at home. Plans for tomorrow? Going Hari Raya, AGAIN, with Yani. I thought that would be fun outing with her. Loads to catch up though! I have not been close to her since these last few weeks, even months, i guess. Totally love her outdoor attitudes and i missed all her stupid jokes and pranks.

Checking on all of my accounts, from Facebook, to Myyearbook, Myspace to Windows Hotmail, and even from Tagged to Netlog, not forgetting Twitter & even Friendster. Loved all of them. But Friendster getting me all F*** up. Now it's damn boring. Not even a single of my friends are online on Friendster. GREAT. I thought of deleting my Friendster account for now.

2009-10-07T21:17:00.000-07:00

Hey. Finished up my Mathematics exam today. Only 1 subject left to be tested. Paper 2 was quite easy for me. Didn't need loads of thinking. Paper 1 was harder than the paper 2. Haha. weird right? I thought Paper 1 was supposed to be easy than Paper 2. But never mind, at least I'm sure that I could pass that subject.

She was being cold to me lately. Didn't even wished me Good Luck for my exams and didn't even said any word with me since the last week. I did felt guilty to her. But I couldn't do anything to make her feel good. This thing really is f***ing my mind up. I hope she will talk to me like how we used to. Missed her laugh and her company. If I could have the chance, I will want the time to rewind back.

School is getting closer to the end. How I wish the 7 4A1 girls are together again. I missed the fun times we had together girls. I'm really sorry for what I have done in the past that really makes you guys upset. But nevertheless, I have to move on with my own life.

Amongst the friends that I have in my life, I really missed Shakillah & Kak Marinah. The moments we had together and the pictures that describes our fun time together were not easy to be erased. Love them both loads! It's been so long since I've met them. I'm waiting for the moment we could be meeting up.

TO HIM:
I missed you and have loved you since I have met you. I know we are meant together but we did lost it. Yeah. I get to know about it and I'm really upset with all your doings. I can't stand it any longer and I hope you understand. I'm leaving for good and I hope you could forget all about me. It's really hard for me to forget about you but I will try to.

Raya 28.09.2009

2009-10-07T04:31:00.000-07:00

Qilahh & Nissha.

Us Again. (:

Bus-Stopping??!!

Ain, Qilahh & Sheerah.

Nissha, Aiin & Qilahh.

Nissha, Aiin & Qilahh. Again.

Any chance of being a model?

4A1 Girls.

Atikah!

4A1 Dining! (:

Gotcha!

Under Alfifian's block.

Best of the memories we had together for this year Raya. Yeah. 3 classes of Malay students going out with our own cherished times togetehr. Loved them ever!

2009-10-04T00:01:00.000-07:00

im stressed out to the core guys. a day more to the exams. didn't get to study enough makes me sick. Not to mention the kind of grades i will get after all had finished. But one thing i'm sure of, i'm gonna be doing my greatest job on the papers ahead. I just don't wanna give up even though i have been MIA from school this year. Just praying hard so that i could get the grades i wanted and score to my own wills.

2009-10-02T06:19:00.000-07:00

3 more days of the stress loads. yeah. N-level are on this Monday. Physics Paper, and History paper. It will drag on for a week and will be finished by 12 October. I'm not schooling today as our graduation had been held yesterday in the School Library. Fun as I could tell, but it was sad though. Maybe this was the last year to be with them, so we took loads and tons of pictures with them without stopping. Certificates are also given out to those who has achieved good and excellent results in CCA & also in CIP. Seen our videos that the picture put up for us, took when we were doing our school activities for the past three years in the school. Laugh our lungs out when we reminisce the moments together as a big family. LOL.(:

HARI RAYA '09

2009-10-02T06:12:00.000-07:00

Here we are. didn't took loads of pics during Raya this year. Only with the awesome Cuzzy, Kak Fika! (: Love her smile though. Got loads of money on the very first day. WOAH! LOL. This year Raya not very interesting, pretty much BORING. as true as I said, not lots of families went to Raya! Guess, it's in the corner of the student's exam that they decided not to jalan.

N-Level Dates.

2009-10-02T06:10:00.000-07:00

'N'-Level Dates:
Combined Humanities (Social Studies) 08/09/09 1400
English Language Syllabus A 09/09/09 0800
English Language Syllabus A 09/09/09 1030
Science (physics/Chemistry) 05/10/09 0800
Science (physics/Chemistry) 05/10/09 0800
Science (physics/Chemistry) 05/10/09 0945
Science (physics/Chemistry) 05/10/09 0945
Combined Humanities (History) 05/10/09 1400
Mathematics Syllabus A (Revision) 06/10/09 1400
Mathematics Syllabus A (Revision) 08/10/09 0800
Principles of Accounts 12/10/09 0800
Principles of Accounts 12/10/09 0930